Sometimes the hardest thing to do is disappear, take a break, remove yourself, and etc. The current person you are is not the true you. You are still growing and figuring out your inner self. To find the ultimate person within you, you have to be open to what your heart, mind, body is telling you. Sometime you want to leave, but so many denies and entrapment . Do not let outside noise influence you, stick to what you know. To gain the world in which you
did not make is an illusion, you have to create your world. Believe in your ability and the rest will follow.